Beautiful song.

One of the American Idol contestants sang this song, so I looked it up on YouTube.

For those who have trouble keeping up with life, I give you this song :)

What do you when you feel like you're the worst person alive?

Help me out here, please.

I so wanna go to sleep and never wake up...well, not die lah. Amalan tak cukup lagi.

Macam Sleeping Beauty. Ekekeke. Dahla tidur je, tak gemok, cantek je. Hahaah.

Dilemma

I just can't wait to be back home.

All this pressure, menyampehs jugakla.

Should I work here when I graduate? Or should I work in Malaysia?

If I were to stay here and get a job, I can't imagine how much money Dad would have to spent initially to pay for my accommodation, food, clothing, travelling, bla bla bla. However, the gaji for accountants here boleh tahan....that is, if I do get a job.

Yela, tak try tak tau lagi kan.

Dad said don't give up without even trying. I have the opportunity to be here, alang2 tu, gune la sehabis mungkin.

Pastu CV plak kosong, no part time job, no voluntary work, no charity work..

I want to get a part time job, but that will put my studies at stake. I can't even manage the 4 subjects that I'm currently taking, let alone managing a part time job.

That will definitely kill me.

But the thought of having extra money....mmmmm...

Pastu visa plak! Aaaaaaaa.

I don't know why I'm so pressured about jugak ni sebenarnye.

Small things je pon. HAHA.

Kesimpulannye, I miss Malaysia so much that I don't feel like living here anymore. But that's just for now.

Just like before, I feel much better after letting it all out here.

Sheesh, don't you have any friends Hannah that you have to let it all out in here?

I am so not motivated right now.

Agony

The 50's rocks!

Anyway, the PCD DVD came in the mailbox yesterday at lunch time and I immediately pasang and start to follow what Robin Antin was telling me to do. Semangat nih! (Maklumlah, lunch semalam makan quarter pounder + fries hahaha). The workout was fun, actually, even though I didn't know what I was doing half the time. That's why aerobic depan cermin seronok sebab dapat tengok if we're doing it correctly or rather funnily. She was like "bring out the inner pussycat in you!" "with attitude!" with background musics that sound sort of like 'bow chicka wow-wow' .Haha.

At first it was pretty fun, but lame-lame tak larat. Robin Antin said "one more time!" and I'll be shaking my head as I'm doing the exercises, wheezing all the way to the end. Pretty hot, dontcha think? HAHAHHAA. The best part is I woke up this morning and I felt like there's a gigantic rock on my head, and my body was aching all over and still is! I was exhausted and sleepy all the time pastu kelas ade banyak pulak kan harini. Haih. All the sacrifices to get a toned body *snort*.

Aja Aja Hwaiting!

PCD

I just bought this online.

Bahahahhahahahahhahhaa.

I wish I will use it on a regular basis. OK I will, it cost me quite a fortune and it will be a waste if I don't use it.

I can work out with Mama nanti, but Ayah will have to get us two long poles. Hahahaha.

Can't wait for it to be here! :D

Late new year resolution : be fit and healthy, not thin.

Bring out the inner pussycat in you.

HAHHAHAH. Meow.

Housewife. Akakakka.

Sumpah selekeh lepas masak.
Muke berminyak: check
Bau dapur lekat kat baju: check
Bau dapur lekat kat rambut: check
Nail polish rosak: check

For the sake of cooking!

Umar, ni vacuum tu laah.

Haha!

see more funny facebook stuff!

Ailafyuh :)

Cursing?

Haaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Disgruntled Hannah is disgruntled.

How do you deal with your anger?

Someone told me about a hadith that says that when you're angry, sit down. If you're still angry, lie down. If that doesn't work too, amek air semayang.

Being me, those things work, but not for as long as I want them to. I don't know why but I think it's because I don't want to let the anger go. I want the problem to be settled there and then. Or else, I'll go to bed mad.

I prefer to write when I'm angry, throwing curse words in every sentences ahhh pure bliss. Somehow cursing always makes me feel relieved, and a little less tense. I'll feel a lot more better if I can shout and curse at the same time. That brings out the indecency in me. If only beeping sounds are real, then I can curse all I want and nobody would have to hear what curse word I've chose. Hahah.

Cursing's not ladylike, and it'll get you into trouble, if you curse at the wrong people at the wrong time using the wrong word. HAHA.

As part of my new year resolutions, I'm trying to reduce the amount of curse words I use in my daily life. But I find it very hard, especially when I'm alone and Mozilla Firefox says 'Not Responding'.

I feel better now.

Personal message: I WILL NOT watch that movie tonight as a sign of protest! Humph!

The Lost Symbol

"Open your minds, my friends. We all fear what we do not understand"

Robert Langdon

This book is brilliant and I'm not even half way through :)

p/s : I have the tendency to imagine that Mal'akh looks like Vin Diesel. Hahah.

I miss this.

Everything's better with cheese

This is my dinner! Haha!
It's brocolli + carrot + cauliflower + stir fried prawns and mushrooms + olive oil + black pepper + lotsa lotsa lotsa grated mozzarella cheese.

Dump them all together and put in the microwave for 6.5 minutes.

So much for being healthy, with all them cheese. Plus I drink Coke for dinner. Lame kot tak minum. So, I just let this meal pass, just this once. Haha.

I have to drink plenty of water to wash down the cheese-ness in my body.

I'm starting to blog about food. Am I turning into Yana Azhar? Hahahaha. Gurau je!