Saturday, January 1, 2011

Welcome 2011.

What is 'pain'? Ceywah.

It's the bruise on your knee when you fell off your first bike ride.
The first trip to the dentist.
Pain is what every mother feels every single time she sees her child cry.
The shame you felt when your prom dress isn't as awesome as the other girls.
The embarrassment when people make a big deal out of your imperfections.
The sharp stab on your chest when you saw your mum cry.
Pain is crying inside.
Your first tattoo.
Your first piercing.
Pain is the tears that fall when you lost your little brother.
It is the empty space when you are miles and miles away from the one who loves you.
It is when people think you are 'unacceptable'.
Pain is when people judge you for who you aren't.
To them, you're forever that person they thought you are.
Seeing children suffering from hunger and there are nothing significant you can really do. Well, unless you're Angelina Jolie.
Pain is when people hate you when they don't even know you.
It is when your friends talk behind your back.
It's what you feel when people don't appreciate you.
It's what you feel when a man you hoped will always stand up for you, doesn't.
The hurtful feeling when you found out a friend is a back stabber.
It is the feeling of pathetic-ness when you are constantly reminded of how you will never be good enough.
It is the feeling of hopelessness when your brain tells you to let go but your heart can't seem to.

I started my new year with a painful reminder. It sucked real bad. Well, c'est la vie. I wish you guys all the best and happiness on this new year! Stay strong.

I'm an emotional train wreck HAHAHHA ahh well, that just makes me....human.

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